| Absurd | Introvert | Gloomy

Thursday, May 31, 2007

*Blackbud-Heartbeat*

Another Gloomy Day for Me.
Kayak males aja ngejalanin hari-hari.
Entah knapa.
Bawaan hati kali yah???

Tau ah.
Lieur!

5/31/2007 05:49:00 PM
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

bingung mau nulis apa...

5/17/2007 05:08:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

*mencoba membuat tulisan seperti suspect.RN

mogwai(i know who you are but what i am).insomnia(mata merah,pala pusing,badan pegel).post-rock.pembajakan di internet.spider solitaire.billing membengkak.pengangguran.pathetic.putus asa.payah!.no gigs to comfort me.gloomy.dia berkata dia ga enak badan.tidak kuliah hari ini.paranoid android.pesimis mendapatkannya.my angel with anomali's wing.can i be the one for her?.*sigh.

5/15/2007 06:03:00 PM
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pathetic!

yup, thats me awrite..
masalah2 yg dateng ternyata ga bisa gw hadapin secara jantan.
payah klo kata temen gw sih...
ancur banget sih gw???
ngaco ah...

Gloomy Sunday

Sunday is gloomy
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach
Of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided
To end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers
That are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know
That I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart dear
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
Gloomy Sunday

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Sadly one Sunday I waited and waited
With flowers in my arms for the dream I'd created
I waited 'til dreams, like my heart, were all broken
The flowers were all dead and the words were unspoken
The grief that I knew was beyond all consoling
The beat of my heart was a bell that was tolling

Saddest of Sundays

Then came a Sunday when you came to find me
They bore me to church and I left you behind me
My eyes could not see one I wanted to love me
The earth and the flowers are forever above me
The bell tolled for me and the wind whispered, "Never!"
But you I have loved and I bless you forever

Last of all Sundays

ada yg bilang, lagu ini jadi lagu yg membuat banyak orang jadi bunuh diri.
mereka bunuh diri dan kemudian meninggalkan suicide note berisi lirik lagu ini.
so the point is...

ada yg mau bunuh diri bareng gw ga??

5/15/2007 05:36:00 PM
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